are you living, or just surviving

I was called “gorgeous” today for the first time in awhile, and words cannot describe how that makes me feel. I guess that shows that being trapped by your eating disorder just makes you look ten times worse than you think you do, and only when you start to gain your health back does the beauty and glow start to come back as well. ❤️

It’s about the Healthy Fats..

feel like you’re eating lots but still hungry? Eat more fat. Mid-day sluggishness? Eat more fat. Feeling depressed or irritable? Eat more fat. People think you’ve developed an eating disorder? Eat fat.. in front of them and show them that’s what’s making you a lean mean sexy machine.

If you don’t know by now that I’m a coconut lover.. Well now you do. 😝🌟

If you don’t know by now that I’m a coconut lover.. Well now you do. 😝🌟

Sushi and sashimi at the lake resort my parents took me to and place we are staying at tonight:) yummerrssssss❤️☺️👌

Sushi and sashimi at the lake resort my parents took me to and place we are staying at tonight:) yummerrssssss❤️☺️👌

It’s midnight so that means..

I’m officially 21!!!!! Happy birthday to meeeee 💃🎊

I love this

http://beautyandbananas.blogspot.com/2014/07/freedom-from-food-police.html?m=1

AJR - I'm Ready

- going to a family friends wedding/after party tomorrow night, and I have this tight lacey dress that I’m wearing;)

-next Wednesday is my 21st birthday! (july16)

-the following Monday (july21) is my friend kendalls 21st birthday

-two days after that I’m leaving on a vacation to the frio river with my moms friends she grew up with and all of their sons and we are staying in a cabin and all that (july 24-30) 

sooooooo yeah these next three weeks will be fun since I have stuff going on:)

Newest coffee I just bought!

Newest coffee I just bought!

People will tell you what you can & can’t do and what’s good and bad for you for a long time. One day you stop listening. And that’s when you’re living.